I mostly only tell my secrets to Landen. There are so many, sometimes one or two a week. I'm not sure how he keeps them all, but I know he does. He keeps lots of peoples secrets. Sometimes I rush home to tell him news I probably shouldn't know only to find he knows, and has known, for quite some time. He doesn't tell me. He doesn't tell anyone. This is how I know he keeps the secrets I sometimes shamefully, sometimes quietly and sometimes eagerly let him in on.
Lately I feel so conflicted about my job. It's not a real one, but it is kind of a secret. My job, though it is simple and seemingly un-important, makes me decide on a regular basis what kind of person I want to be. It is exhausting. I am fully aware that I may be the only server in the world with this type of introspective tendancy with regard to their chosen (temporary) profession. Alas, here I am.
Tonight I am weary and headachy and with two soft white cookies tucked into my belly, I will retire to my bed and say goodbye to a medium day.
Goodbye medium day,
V. xo
